Shut Up, This is Serious
Carolina Ixta
HarperCollins/Quill Tree Books
January 9, 2024
Age: 14+

In a life full of heavy burdens and chaotic emotions, all Belén wants is a distraction. Her father has left the family, her best friend is pregnant (hiding it, and her boyfriend, from a strict Catholic father), and she can’t find the motivation to care about school. Maybe a boyfriend and the possibility of sex can distract her from reality? But as avoidance often does, plans backfire, and she’s left feeling worse and on the verge of not graduating. After a run in with her father, and near breakdown, Belén’s struggle is finally seen by her family and friends, getting her the help she needs to heal.

Debut author, Carolina Ixta, draws her protagonist as a brash-voiced, big personality to hide her insecurities. Weighed down by unnamed depression, Belén uses her responsibilities to the pregnant Leti and a one-sided relationship to avoid dealing with her feelings of abandonment and unworthiness. Comparison to the father she both despises and misses adds to her confusion and anger. Secondary characters are less developed in contrast to Belén, each dealing with trauma that blinds them to what is happening with the other characters. With a plot that spans a year, the pace moves from a drawn out fall full of heartbreak, questionable decisions, and painful truths, to a quick spring climax, and epilogue-like summer conclusion.

In this raw and emotional family drama, Ixta thoughtfully explores depression, cultural expectations, and the value of chosen family.